Trying

I've been trying not to worry about the future that much and also to not think about the past. I guess that by worrying about the future and thinking a lot about the past just makes us miss what's happening in front of us. 

If you keep living in the past or trying to see what the future is going to be you'll not live the present. And the present is what you should worry about. Because it's the moment you're living now. 

Life's always full of wonders and surprises and if you are worrying about other things, about things that you can't control either because they already happened, and you can't do anything to change them, or because they didn't happen yet but there's no way for you to control what's going to happen. In a blink of an eye you'll might miss so many amazing things, so many little gifts that life brings to you. 

One thing I've noticed this year more than the others is that time flies by. I feel that it was yesterday that I went for two months to England but in reality it was one year ago already. This is so scary. Because I wonder if I'm wasting my life somehow. If I'm right where I'm supposed to be. I believe that I am but this thoughts still come to my mind from time

I've been trying to not be afraid of doing things that I was too afraid to do in the past. Not to be afraid of, even though it still scares me, making a risk. I've been trying to trust people but I still feel it hard. I still feel something inside me that makes me resistant to this. To bring my walls down. 

So, try to live your life to the fullest and try not to worry about what already happened or what you can't control. I truly believe that that's the secret to living a great life and to enjoy life to the fullest.