Movies and tv shows!

You can say I'm a nerd when it comes to movies and tv shows! I've seen most of all tv shows there is to see and since I was young! I remember going to my mom's bed to watch ER and the X-Files! I remember I would always be scared of watching the X-Files but I would never say a word because I loved it! And I loved the ER because it would make me close to my grandparents because they were both doctors and that way I could imagine how their life at work was. Then Ally McBeal, The Practice, Six Feet Under and so! You can say I watched/watch everything there is to watch! 

Going to the cinema is another of my favorite things to do! I love it! It's just you and the movie you're watching. Nothing else! I used to go alone a lot. It was never a weird thing for me to do. I really enjoyed more when I went alone rather than when I went with friends. 

In the past few months I've stopped watching all of my favorite tv shows. I just can't watch them. It's painful. I'm in the middle of Peaky Blinders and I was really loving it and it was becoming one of my favorite tv shows ever but I just can't bring myself to continue watching it.  Maybe because I still associate it with happier times, with other memories. Memories I don't want to remember honestly. I just watch comedy tv shows. Or just tv shows that are not that deep. Just like my problem with books. Step by step I've been starting to watch some tv shows. Others, like Peaky Blinders, I just can't. At least not for now. And the same with movies. I can't go to the cinema alone. At least not for now. I've been watching some movies at home. And I think that's a start.